Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Well actually I've been wearing jeans, but nehmin...
I'd like to say I've been very busy but I'm quite sure thats a lie. Prolly
what happened was that I just didn't feel like writing emails (priorities,
heh). And for the record I haven't written anything to mdm loo, AT, SS. And
I'm not proud of that.
I don't know 'Thank you for giving to the Lord' and I missed Mr Azmi's
birthday. As I said, is typical behaviour, yours really was an anomaly. Then
Phil goes high cos he bought a mike and wanted to talk, and I was busy, well
busy enough with other convos... so again, no parkay (what does this mean
anw, I think I'm using it wrongly).
Playing against Wycliffe, heh. he's got history, all right. And don't worry,
I know exactly who ET (Ellandrus) is. Yeah the JLow thing was quite cool,
the first time he would own me so flat (in marks).
Ok, so about school here. First 2 days was kind of lonesome, hooked up some
decent conversation with other people on Thursday and Friday, today was a
little quieter. Always wondered what other people would do in this situation
(like daniel and jlow shouldn't hae any trouble fitting in, but abt people
like you and fab, hmm). I guess i takes an amount of effort to actually go
out and find friends. I realised most of my friends came prolly cause we got
stuck in the same group, (hendra, fab, dan, Jlow, tim) or on the same route
home (patrique, phil, jiaqiang to an extent)
And my mindset was probably a little skewed. I think I have this underlying
current in me, that I need to do reasonably well to prove something. And to
prove it. like being in gep, black plastic glasses, especially in p6, sec 1
I had this mainstreamers think I'm a geek and I need to show them I can
actually play football well thing, which never really worked out (think of
all the lost interclasses and the sad, sad outing in desaru). And I think I
brought it over here. I desperately wanted to join soccer, and when i
couldn't (cos of paperwork issues - so I didnt play sports in school at all
because I ddint take a physical check up, what a laugh), I kept on mulling
over it.
I guess it got better when I started taking to people, but the thought that
I could have met more people through soccer just refuses to go away. And it
happened again today when like 1/4 of the school turns up in a soccer
uniform of some sort.
Then my dad comes along and says theres nothing to prove, and you cant
really measure success in school by the number of friends you make... and it
sort of makes sense. a little, I guess.
Oh yeah, the subjects. Bio is like going to be a 'useless' I think, come on,
colouring at this stage? The non AP classes are much less intensive than the
AP ones (math and phys for me). I already defaulted on math hw twice (how
baad can i get). Well at least he's understanding about thats.
Ok. Times to eats dinner. And did I mention that I'm currently a little sick
which is why i'm lying down on my bed using the com to write to you?
byee
Si Yan, Ding
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